people will always change. but some ppl change for the better, and some people, those true friends, wont abandon you:) and even if u havent found them yet, you will:)

i feel the same;
most days.
why must some days be good..
and other days be bad??
why must there be bad feelings/emotions,
why cant there be only good.
i wish everyone admitted how they feel.
then we wouldnt feel sad by ourselves.
ill save you, if you save me.
xx ally <3

Aww did you write that yourself?

It's really good!

&& true.

i think ur answer to healing is right there.

been there. done that. im just coming out of my unhappiness. i wished every night for a very very VERY long time that when i said i was fine, someone, ANYONE, would call me a liar. make me spill my guts. tell me that they were there. that they'd help. not even my BEST FRIEND could see thru my fake smile and my lies.  i'd cover everything, because i didn't want them to know.

i figured out my issue, and eliminated it from my life. it still hurts sometimes, but i am soooooooo much happier now. i can breathe! i can smile and really feel like its a heart-felt smile. the ice on my heart is melted, and althou it is broken, my heart is happy again.

it feels amazing.

if you need help, look deep within yourself. or ask someone here on MDD. they know even thou they don't know you. i came here for support with my unhappiness. that's exactly what you find. because MDD cares. like one big happy family.

~Alex~

let him go. no one and i mena NO ONE should make u feel pain like that and hurt. if u wanna cry u go and u cry. and let him go GO . ur gona find some1 amazing wholl make  u feel like a queen. have u ever heard the song ordinary day by vanessa carlton? it doesnt have to do with this but it makes me feel better when im down so maybe u should listen:)

honeyy i know the feeling
&& i know it doesnt help right now
but all i can say is it'll pass

just give it time

ii know how cliche that sounds
but there isn't any greater solution

unless you go john tucker on his ass
&& make him regret ever hurting you
=]

xxx

ok take it from a guy ... ive seen this, hes afraid.. and he feels guilty, for some reason... we all do.. so hes confused in what he wants and wants u to make the move to see if ure going to stay together or leave, (but he doesnt really know that hes doing this, its a guy thing) but hes blameing your "crazyness" (thats just the first thing we always go for) just snap him out of his confucion and tell him to listen ... tell him : lets just take it easy, and to not be retarded and that ure now going to change .....

thats it, i dont think u could understand everything what i wroght, cause guys a stupid... that includes me ... we dont think, i hope this helped a littel atleast .. cya lov

Im so sorry! =[. Wha tI think about this is that if he believed all those things about you, that hes just LOOKING for a reason to dump you. If he really loved you he would trust you to tell him everything and the truth. Im sorry to tell you, but I dont think he was the right one. =[

~xoxo_Jamie_xoxo~

so sorry that ur ex told him those things, and that he beleived them. Hve you tried explainin to him that it was just a buncha lies? Well, u have my deepest sympathy.

urs 2 tlk 2,

lostANDdisguised.....

im so sick of rumors, that ive got to the point that i dont care anyomre cause thers basicaliy 2 new ones a week, it true you just have to live with it

awwwwwwwwww this story made me cry...im sorry....everythin what is being done is for the best..if he would have stayed u probably would't have realised how u liked him..we never realise how much we care about people unless we lose them.how far away does he live now?

take care

well if hes not sure he likes u hes not worth u. he doesnt deserve u. and u watch, soon that prince charming, the one who knows they love u will come and sweep u off ur feet

Beautiful. I used to cut, often. It's been over 2 years since I last have. Each day is a struggle, still. Each arguement, each failure, every look, or disappointment. Every feeling of worthlessness, fear, pain, hurt, etc. They all tempt me to do it again. I haven't given in yet, but I fear that someday I will.

Brightest Blessings,
Deirdre